I’m really scared
I’ve just begun working out with a personal trainer. My great grandma passed a few weeks ago and her last words to me were “take care of yourself.” I already knew I hadn’t been doing that but those words really struck a chord with me. What I weigh doesn’t really matter but I’m not in good shape and my body hurts all the time. I’m only 22 years old and I realized I don’t want to resign myself to being in pain for the rest of my life.
I talked to my mom and she helped me financially so that I could get a personal trainer. I’ve seen him twice and I’ve already cried once while working with him. I’m really scared that I won’t be able to do what I set out to do, especially because my food habits are so weird and bad and breaking them feels so unattainable.
I’m not even sure what I’m looking for out of posting this here, I’ve never posted anything on Reddit before but I guess I wanted someone to understand how absolutely terrified I am of doing this, so much so that I’m crying as I write about it.
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