My mother told me she wishes I got anorexia

I have been trying to lose weight. Its at a snailpace. But my mom despite being very educated does not understand it will take a long while if I want to lose weight healthily.

But today she said getting anorexia will actually help you. She is an educated doctor, my mother, and she told me that.

I am willing to brush it off, I really am. She isn't a good mother(all though she has never said anything this bad.l The problem is stuff like this completey destroys my will to lose weight.

I know some peoppe use "vengence" and the desire to prove people wrong to lose weight but honestly it never works for me. Things like that destroy my will. I don't think she deserves to have the satisfaction knowing she said that to her own child and thats what made me lose weight. I don't want to give her the idea that her horrible works made me lose weight, I want her to have the opposite idea.

How do I lose weight when I want to do badly but my so called mother telling me I should get an eating disorder? Please tell me. Ive tried to tell this woman her horrible words only make it harder for me to lose weight but it doesn't work. Right now I just want to cry.

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