The highest weight I've ever been. Feeling absolutely disgusted with myself.
I'm 18f, been fat for as long as I can remember. Have thyroid issues, but not sure that's the problem. Tried dieting. I tried slimming world, vegan diet, keto... A lot. I just can't stick to it. I know it sounds like an excuse but my mental illness makes it really difficult to stick to a diet and exercise plan. Tonight I weighed myself and tipped the scale at 281lbs. I feel so shit. I feel like I wanna die, but realistically I know my weight will put me into an early grave anyway.
But I don't want to feel this way. I'm prepared to make a change now.
Anyway, I'm sorry for the horrible negativity but I am looking for an accountability partner. I'd like a girl of similar age and weight to talk to on whatever social media she prefers, but guys are alright too :)
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