I just spent $80 on pizza. How did I get this bad?
I'm ashamed of myself. I live alone and I just bought $80 worth of pizza. Two 12" and a calzone, what the fuck was I thinking?
I'm 250lbs, and as far as I can remember my father had always called me a fatass. I tried eating as little as possible, avoiding snacks and entire meals as a kid but no matter what he'd always tell me I'd be the next competitor on The Biggest Loser.
A few nights ago I decided to look at some pictures of my elementary school online and by some chance I saw my sixth grade self in a photograph, and now I'm fucking furious.
The kid in that photo looked absolutely normal. They were being told they were a fatass while being just the same as their classmates. Then I looked at my ID which was taken 3 years ago and it stated I weighed 110lbs less than I do now.
I'm so depressed, why did I order all this pizza? Why did my father call me a fatass if I was just fine? Why can't I tell how much food is too much? I want to start losing but I don't know where to start.
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