Yesterday was my Day 1. Now tomorrow is Day 1.
I am currently 253 lbs. I was 170 lbs when I met my husband 5 years ago. I’m nearly 26 now.
I’ve always been chubby and larger. In high school I was around 250 lbs also. It’s simple enough to say I always struggled with losing weight.
I lost weight around 21 due to mental health reasons. I would starve myself. It was unhealthy and I wasn’t kind to myself.
I met my husband. We were active together. We ate well. I have a step son. I met him when he was 8 months old. I had been dating my husband since my stepson was 5 months. My husband has primary guardianship due to the circumstances. We had also gained custody of my 2 older nephews who are half my age. Needless to say, that’s a lot of stress to be under. Lol
Present day. All the stressful custody battles and financial burdens are out of our way! We have a beautiful family routine. I wouldn’t change my life one bit!
Now that I’m capable of acknowledging how blessed I am, I’m so so grateful. I’ve been working on healing my self worth, confidence, doubt. All of that scary stuff!
I came up with a diet plan that I was supposed to start yesterday. Yesterday, I went to Ladies Night! There were snacks. I was being social and slightly broke my diet.
Today... woo... I didn’t even try! I ate all the pizza. ZERO SELF CONTROL.
After work I felt like garbage, so I wanted to nappie nap. I laid down. Then my husband randomly came home on his lunch break. We talked about it. He reminded me of my worth!
I’m learning to be more forgiving of myself!
Tomorrow is Day 1 and I’m so excited!!
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