I’m currently tanning by my apartment pool in a BIKINI with people around. This is a huge deal. Down 20lbs.

I’m still not at my goal weight (5’3F 186->166 GW: 135) but my confidence has grown exponentially with just what I’ve lost so far. I can’t believe I’m out here right now in a bikini!!! My old self would NEVER!

I’m still fighting negative self thoughts & body dysmorphia, but I feel like both physically and mentally I have come a long way. I overcame my binge eating disorder & my knee problems are improving drastically. I’m proud of myself. It’s been a long & slow journey but I did it. I’m still doing it.

Sometimes I feel frustrated the weight is coming off slower than I’d like, but I’m being patient with myself finally, which helps me not quit my journey. I will never let myself be at my heaviest ever again. Here’s to 20 lbs down!

Edit to add: Every body is a beach body, but I used to always equate wearing a bikini with self confidence. Self confidence to me was being confident in my body, which I never was. Now I’m definitely not at my goal weight, but I finally feel good about myself. That’s why it’s a big deal to me. Just wanted to clarify!

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