I feel like a liar.
Stats: 31F/HW 200/CW 131
Hey all. A little background on me, I have been either overweight or obese my whole life. I was always the biggest one in my friend group, sometimes even the entire class. Finally a few years ago I lost almost 70lbs and am at a healthy BMI. I went from XL to M and size 14 to 6 (sometimes 4!)
I used to wear a uniform at my job and got a new position where I can now wear what I want. I guess the clothing must be more flattering because I’ve been hearing more comments lately about how I must have a fast metabolism, how do I stay tiny, I’m so skinny, etc. I THOUGHT this was what I wanted. I always dreamed of this right?? But I still feel like I’m the “big girl” and I just so happened to lose some weight. I find myself correcting people and showing them photos of me at my highest. I’m not sure why I feel compelled to basically say “no look what I looked like! I’m not skinny! This isn’t the real me!” I almost feel like I’m lying to people?
Has anyone else felt this? Will this go away? Will I accept that I’m not obese anymore?
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