Afraid to lose my friends over weight loss
I am typing this and sending it out to the Reddit universe out of frustration because I feel like no one I am close to understands.
I have been yoyoing in my weight because of my (self-diagnosed) binge ED and it’s been a mess for my self-esteem and self-image. I am really unhappy with myself and it affects my relationships and my daily life.
I can usually keep a solid diet so long as I keep a routine and don’t eat out. Eating out at restaurants is my main trigger and when I do…picture Bruce the shark after he smelled Dory’s nosebleed. I lose control, I eff up the diet and just snowball for days until I can find my feet to begin again.
The problem here is that… I can’t keep a routine and satisfy the needs of my current friends at the same time. All my friends like to go eat out, drink and sit around. They are not open to going hiking with me or simply walking on the beach (with no food involved) or going biking. So I try to go long periods of time without hanging out with them for the sake of my diet and fitness regime, and they get upset with me!
I feel really bad :/ I don’t want to lose my friends but I can’t keep binging and resetting my goals like this anymore. Am I destined to be a loner?
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