Tw: suic**e
If I don’t lose this weight I feel like I’m going to off myself honestly. I have been in a constant battle with myself for years and it has started pushing me over the edge. I have these stupid small bursts of motivation that come and go and I’m tired of it. I try eating right and I do during the day but it’s the late eating that gets me. I know you might say just sleep early, but I don’t want the next day to come, so I stay awake because it’s the only time no one expects anything of me. It’s the only time I can be at peace and watch a movie or just not think about all of the mistakes I have made and how fucked my life is. Everyone always says you have a purpose and blah blah but I seriously do not. It’s been more than four years trying to figure out what I can do with my life but I’m worthless as shit. I can’t go to a therapist and can’t get meds bc I need to go into the military so I’m fucked. Help 🙁
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