Got to my goal weight and I've lost all hope in myself
So I have been trying to lose weight for almost a decade now and I did it! I was so happy to see the number on the scale drop. I never thought I'd actually manage to drop all the weight but here I am. That's the problem though. I'm done. I don't need to lose any more weight. I don't have an excuse for myself anymore and it feels awful. I'd tell myself, "Oh I'll date someone when I am healthy.", "I'll be gorgeous when I'm in the right BMI.", "If it wasn't for my weight I'd have a ton of fun, but right now I can't do that." My weight was blinding me from reality. It was so comfortable to fantasize about the future this way. I'm in that future now though and it's nothing like that. Deep down I knew I'm not the type of person that could be in a relationship. I knew I was ugly. I knew I was just a boring person. It's difficult to accept. I went almost a decade believing all these things only to realize this all now. Don't get me wrong I'm happy I lost weight. It's a great thing to achieve. I just wish someone told me that weight loss wasn't some magic solution to all my problems.
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