I (25F) am contemplating skipping my best friend’s engagement party this weekend because I don’t feel good about myself

I know I would probably regret it, but I feel so shitty about myself. I’m in the very beginning of my weight loss journey, so I’m in no way in good shape. Also my best friend and her fiancé are high school sweethearts, so there will be many people there from high school. I wanted to look good in front of them, because they’ve always seen me like this and it’s been a while since I’ve seen them. I’m sure some people know what I’m going through right now. I’ve missed out on many important events in my life because of this issue. I don’t even want to go shopping to buy an outfit because it’ll just make me miserable.

The self-loathing is real right now.

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