For the first time, I feel like this is going to be the time I really succeed.
I have a really long journey ahead. I'm still 119 lbs away from my goal.
But this time I'm going to make it.
I've had a shitty relationship with food and my body for years. Ever since I was 13 and realized I was a size 12/13 in jeans at Walmart and somehow that wasn't okay.
I've hated my body for so long. Tried so many extremes to get into shape. Succeeded many times and went back up even more.
This time is different. This time I'm allowing myself to fail sometimes but win overall. This morning I weighed in at 249.8. 23.2 lbs down. I'm in the 240s now. Once I pass onto 230s I'm in the clear. I'll be the thinnest I've been in four years.
Today I ate two bars of kit kat. They were melting in my car and were meant for someone else so it felt like a waste.
And nothing happened. I didn't binge. I just continued with my day. It was within my calories. I didn't experience a sugar crash. I was fine. I got my 13.5 k steps in for the day.
I'm proud of myself. I've been doing fantastic. I love this version of me.
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