Feeling discouraged :(
Possible trigger warning for eating disorder content
Hi all! Long time lurker here, but I wanted to post today as I'm feeling like I'm on the verge of giving up and bingeing/purging. These photos have been taken a year apart, October 2018 and 2019. After putting together this collage, I'm feeling extremely deflated. On the left, I am 94.9kg/209lbs. On the right, 79.4kg/175lbs. But I look the exact same! No wonder I didn't end up buying the bathers on the right. I felt awful!
I'm not sure if it's a result of the poses, body dysmorphia returning, or what... but I'm really regretting this journey right now because it's been so hard, and for nothing. But if I look the same, how have I dropped 3 sizes? Sorry for the ramblings of a confused mind, l just figure that it's better to talk about my feelings somewhere than to engage in behavior I've spent a long time without.
I hope this link works, I've never posted on Reddit before!
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