People are so fucking nice to me now I hate it.
I NEES TO VENT. I FEEL LIKW YOU GUYS WOULD UNDERSTAND.
SO I’ve lost close to 80 pounds ( and looking to lose more) and packed on some muscle. I love being fit now, if I don’t work out for a while I’d get antsy and sort of sad, so it’s become a lifestyle for me. Each meal is so that I can work out better and look good for myself.
Lately Ive been getting some attention, some nice some not so nice and it’s made me bitter. People are much nicer to me, people don’t really recognize me. I interact with a lot of small business in my line of work, and I’ve suddenly getting gifts from my clients. It has made me immensely bitter and angry. People that didn’t give a rats ass about me suddenly wanna hang out. My boss is friendlier to me after vehemently letting me know she didn’t like me last year. I’m still fucking me. Still telling lame ass jokes, still the same interests, still fucking me.
It’s made me not want to continue. I’m not used to feeling this visible, it’s nerve wrecking sort of. I’ve ramped you my workouts as a way not to emotionally eat but a bitch is struggling right now.
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