Honestly i’m ready to tell my story
Hi, I’m Kai and I’m 18 years old. I’ve been obese my entire life and I’m at my largest point right now. I’m roughly around 380 pounds and I’ve constantly struggled with my weight throughout my life, my family has always tried to help but honestly the only person who can help myself is me. I’ve tried Keto, alkaline, etc. different fad diets and none have worked long term and I think genuinely I’ve come to a point where I’m fed up with the way that I am and I cannot stand living like this. I hate who I am as a person and I want to change. The biggest attribute holding me back (no pun intended) is my weight. I would love to cosplay and you know be a good looking guy who has a decent build. Most importantly, I want to learn self discipline and I want to show myself that I can do it and that it is possible for me but I just don’t know how when everything that I’ve tried has shown me no results. I’m the type of person where seeing is believing and if I’m not seeing results I’m not believing it’s working. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety and every time I have an issue my main thought just goes directly into eating. Right now I’m practicing intermittent fasting and I’m skipping breakfast and lunch and eating dinner at usually around 6 pm (of course I’m drinking water as well)
This part is really embarrassing and kinda a little NSFW so you can skip but I’m also worried about my sexual health as well and my penis. I noticed as I gained weight my penis has been visible less and less and it began to make me really insecure about myself and my insecurities lead me to give up on trying to better myself because I end up feeling so shitty and so sorry for myself that I just kinda say “you know what fuck it. I don’t deserve to be better”
Honestly, I just wanted to get up here and tell my story and ask for some types of advice. I’ve gotten advice from skinny people but I feel like the only person who really knows how to lose obese weight is a person who was obese.
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