It really hits you hard during summer.
A few months ago I was having some really bad issues with eating, every time i would eat something i would either be in severe pain or have other issues and this went on for a few weeks and I got a bunch of testing to figure out what was going on.
Come to find out it was my gallbladder, so this went on for a couple more weeks after knowing what the problem was to try different medicines to help avoid surgery needless to say i ended up in emergency surgery and the time accumulated for all this added up to three months.
I lost so much muscle during that time and strength, i lost about 15 pounds but quickly gained all of it back, not as muscle though sadly, once i recovered four weeks later and now that I am starting to workout again and regain control of my eating.
However, none of my swimsuits fit me and none of my shorts fit me and it really just hits home how much I fell off the wagon this past year it’s motivating sure, but at the same time its crippling I am so disappointed in myself for letting it get this bad.
But I just keep reminding myself that I am on track now and won’t have another set back with surgery and abnormal eating patterns and I just keep going, it just get’s so hard not to be down on myself about it when everything i own is too tight and i think about the time i lost being sick and where i would be now if things had continued on the path i was on.
I know you can’t dwell on the past so here is me letting it go and getting it out and looking forward to June, with sunshine, heat and better things to come!
Thank you for reading my emotional rant.
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