I wish I could enjoy life being overweight...
21F, 5'2, SW/CW: 140lbs, GW: 125lbs
Last year I spent 3 months losing weight. Then I gained half my efforts back due to binging as I felt constantly deprived and stressed (only ate 1200cal or less p/day). At this point, I was lower than my goal weight
I have been seeing a nutritionist (along with my therapist) but now I have to go back to 125lbs again. Which I am fine doing. But I feel disgusted about being overweight I do not want to go out. I do not want to date (have little to pretty much no dating/sexual experience) since they will probably not want to see me again because of my weight. I can't buy nice clothes. I feel like I can only enjoy life when I am skinny. Which puts me in this constant binge-restrict cycle. I am just sick of hating my body.
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