So it appears I've been in complete denial.... the camera never lies!
I went to a party last night..... I don't get to go out much as I have a baby, a 4yr old child and my husband and I both run businesses, life is busy. Anyway, I wore a dress, felt good as the dress was a size that sometimes can be a bit tight for me (UK 16) and if anything it felt a little loose. Was feeling good. Had a great night, children had fun and baby was happy. Saw the photos today and I just feel like I am in some weird dysmorphic parallel universe where in my head I look nothing like the massive fat woman in the photos. Honestly, the pictures are so unflattering, I look huge and out of proportion and my face and features are swallowed up. I don't see that when I look in the mirror though, so I have no idea what has gone wrong and why I don't see it. Maybe I am in denial?! I have lost weight before cutting out sugar and white carbs and alcohol so guess I'm going to have to do that again but goodness knows when I can exercise as I have zero free time currently. Feel very blue this evening and really embarrassed that I went out in a dress when I should have worn something more flattering (paper bag probably!!!). Motivation and kind words needed, feeling very bruised and confused as to why I don't see what the camera sees!
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