I’ve lost some weight by accident and I want to lose more

I’m 16f. I’ve been fat all my life but the past couple of years I’ve been very poor and so I’d be not eating much then every couple weeks I’d get some money and buy lots of food but it doesn’t last long and I’ll be back to eating hardly anything. Recently it’s been a lot worse and I’ve lost enough weight that I can fit in to jeans I couldn’t have fitted into when I was 10. This is a bit of a problem since I can’t afford new clothes but I do feel really good. My problem now is that I’m starting to be able to afford food more often and it’s impossible for me to stop eating. My mum does the shopping and she feels bad that I can’t have chocolate and sweets when I want so she buys loads of it when she can and I eat it all in a few days. I literally can’t stop. I have eaten so much in the past three days yet I don’t feel full. I don’t feel sick. I still want to eat the rest. It must run in my family. My dad couldn’t refrain from taking drugs and my mum can’t refrain from eating just like me. It’s not just junk food either. It’s everything. I’ve eaten a lot of fruit as well. If it’s there I’ll eat it. I really want to lose weight but how can I when I can’t stop eating? I just want some help on what I can do. Thanks. Sorry for rambling

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