Ok, here goes!
37F, CW/SW 283 (?).
I’ve always been big. My dad’s side of the family is all overweight. I remember seeing my grandma’s arms and thinking “glad I’ll never look like that”.
I look like that.
Recently I started to notice that my wrists now have that bump on my forearm because I’ve gained so much weight. Walking simple, flat, short distances makes me breathless. It didn’t used to! This has gotten out of control.
I also think I’ve had some sort of dysphoria. When I think about how I look, or when I see my face in the mirror, it’s fine. When I see photos my bf takes of me? Wow. I see a person that isn’t me, but it IS me. The recent dyspnea on exertion along with being able to see my wrists so much larger now has really brought this into better view.
I just found someone on I stage am and YouTube...Cabi. She has lost weight and her philosophy on how she did it is great. I think it could actually work for me.
I’m going to get batteries so I can weigh myself tomorrow, and body measurements.
Let’s do this.
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